Sometimes I wonder

Sometimes I wonder
is this real.
Sometimes I wonder
what do I feel.

Passion and love
like the sky above.
Or pain and sadness
that will drive me into madness.

I listen to your heartbeat
I listen to you breath.
What do you feel
deep within' your chest.

Will this last
will this hold.
Tell me again
what you once told.

I do not blame you
for my confussed heart.
I have myself to thank
for not being smart.

I let myself fall,
down on my knees and crawl.
Believing the best of you.