Hold on

MWÆH! SE SÅ KUL BLOGG JEG HAR! Andreas fikset til meg! Åh, dritkul! Takk!

Sov til ett, og for på jobb litt over to. Omtrent fulle rulle til klokken halv ni. Nå er jeg sliten, og gåen og har godteri. Namme namme. Mandag kommer Boa hjem, og tirsdag skal vi til Mo. Inger skal kanskje være med oss, hvis hun får lov. Onsdag drar jeg og Boa til Hamarøy og blir til Fredag. Så er det jobb igjen i helga.

Nå skal jeg bare se ferdig en film på tv2, og så kryper jeg vel i seng. Slenger med en sang.

Good Charlotte - Hold on

This world

This world is cold

But you don't

You don't have to go

You're feeling sad, you're feeling lonely, and no one seems to care

Your mother's gone and your father hits you

This pain you cannot bear

But we all bleed the same way as you do

And we all have the same things to go through

Hold on if you feel like letting go

Hold on it gets better than you know

Your days

You say they're way too long

And your nights

You can't sleep at all

Hold on

And you're not sure what you're waiting for, but you don't want to know more

And you're not sure what you're looking for, but you don't want to know more

But we all bleed the same way as you do

And we all have the same things to go through

Hold on if you feel like letting go

Hold on it gets better than you know

Don't stop looking, you're one step closer

Don't stop searching, it's not over

Hold on

What are you looking for?

What are you waiting for?

Do you know what you're doing to me?

Go ahead...What are you waiting for?

Hold on if you feel like letting go

Hold on it gets better than you know

Don't stop looking, you're one step closer

Don't stop searching, it's not over

Hold on if you feel like letting go

Hold on it gets better than you know

Hold on

It ain't wise to need someone, as much as I depended on you

I dag hadde vi tjilledag på skolen. Siste finish på kunst og håndverk og laprapportene. Fikk tilbake RLE-årsprøvene, der jeg fikk 5. Fornøyd. Vi fikk de to siste timene fri, så da vasket og ryddet jeg rommet. Lena kom til meg og ble med til øving klokka fire.

Det skal være vårkonsert på torsdagen, der jeg skal synge It's a heartache i en medley. Vel og merke en kort medley med to sanger. Haha, fantastisk. Men men. Jeg gleder meg, vi blir nok å ta publikum med storm! Anyways. Jeg var i lag med Elise, Heidi og Lena på Damlas og spiste i dag, det var skikkelig koselig! Må gjentas, virkelig! Snakk om sladdergjeng.

I morgen har vi fri de tre første timene, så jeg trenger egentlig ikke å gå på skolen før klokken 12, og da skal vi ha øving til vårkonserten, så det blir liksom bare tjill det og. Men jeg skal være med Boa'n min til Bodø å levere tante av på flyplassen, så da må jeg opp i halvfemtiden eller noe slik. Snakk om! Så skal jeg og Kjell å trene i morgen i titiden på formiddagen da. Her er det snakk om å være effektiv. Jeg er bare ti treninger unna å få 30.60.90 t-skjorta. Og det er 19 dager igjen av fristen. Jeg vil, skal, må!, klare det. Men det gjør jeg, hvis ikke blir jeg dritt sur. Hoho.

Så da forventer jeg at alle mine lesere (anybody, hellooo?) møter opp i iddrettshallen på Fauske på torsdag den 4, klokken 18.00 og hører på oss. Du vil ikke angre. Inngangsbillett 25/50kr. WoiWoi, litt nerver, mer det kommer til å bli så bra. For et kikk! Faen jeg gleder meg.

Du vet hvem du er. Det er mye usagt, mye som gjerne skulle blitt sagt. Jeg makter ikke se alt falle sammen. Jeg føler ingen del av meg som vil gå igjennom dette igjen. Jeg er glad i deg, jeg savner deg. Men for min egen del, for vår del, lar jeg være. Jeg makter ikke mer krangel, misforståelser, intriger og sjalusi. Jeg er glad i deg, aldri glem det. Du vet hva jeg har sagt før, og det står jeg for til den dagen jeg dør. Du vet hvor du finner meg, men finn meg for den rette grunn.


I thought i thought i was ready to bleed
That we'd move from the shadows on the wall
And stand in the center of it all
Too late two choices to stay or to leave
Mine was so easy to uncover
she'd already left with the other
So i've learned to listen through silence


Leave unsaid unspoken
Eyes wide shut unopened
You and me
Always between the lines
Between the lines

I'm falling apart
I'm barely breathing
with a broken heart
that's still beating

in the pain
there is healing
in your name
I find meaning

When the stars go blue

Okei, Trondheim neste! Nå har jeg pakket trillebagkofferten min, og funnet frem det jeg skal ha i sekken. Nå skal jeg bare slappe av og gå Mamma og Pappa på nervene, så drar jeg. Gleder meg så sykt. Har kjøpt tipakning med batterier til cameraet. Muhaha. Vi blir nok å ta Trondheim med storm, bare vent å se.

One thing is clear,
I wear a halo,
I wear a halo when you look at me,
But standing from here, you wouldn't say so
you wouldn't say so, if you were me
And I, I just wanna love you,
Oh oh I, I just wanna love you

Why you think that you know me
But In your eyes
I am something above you
It’s only in your mind
Only in your mind
I wear a
I wear a
I wear a Halo

One thing is clear,
I wear a halo,
I wear a halo when you look at me,
But standing from here, you wouldn't say so
you wouldn't say so, if you were me
And I, I just wanna love you,
Oh oh I, I just wanna love you

Bill Withers - Lean on me

Sometimes in our lives we all have pain 
We all have sorrow 
But if we are wise 
We know that there's always tomorrow 

Lean on me, when you're not strong 
And I'll be your friend 
I'll help you carry on 
For it won't be long 
'Til I'm gonna need 
Somebody to lean on

Please swallow your pride 
If I have things you need to borrow 
For no one can fill those of your needs 
That you won't let show

You just call on me brother, when you need a hand 
We all need somebody to lean on 
I just might have a problem that you'll understand 
We all need somebody to lean on

Lean on me, when you're not strong 
And I'll be your friend 
I'll help you carry on 
For, it won't be long 
'Til I'm gonna need 
Somebody to lean on

You just call on me brother, when you need a hand 
We all need somebody to lean on 
I just might have a problem that you'll understand 
We all need somebody to lean on

If there is a load you have to bear 
That you can't carry 
I'm right up the road 
I'll share your load 
If you just call me

Sonata Arctica - shy

I can see how you are beautiful, can you feel my eyes on you,
I'm shy and turn my head away
Working late in diner Citylight, I see that you get home alright
Make sure that you can't see me, hoping you will see me

Sometimes I'm wondering why you look me and you blink your eye
You can't be acting like my Dana (can you)
I see you in Citylight diner serving all those meals and then
I see reflections of me in your eye, oh please

Talk to me, show some pity
You touch me in many, many ways
But I'm shy can't you see

Obsessed by you, your looks, well, anyway "I would any day die for you",
I write on paper erased away
Still I sit in diner Citylight, drinking coffee or reading lies
Turn my head and I can see you, could that really be you

Sometimes I'm wondering why you look me and you blink your eye
You can't be acting like my Dana?
I see your beautiful smile and I would like to run away from
Reflections of me in your eyes, oh please

Talk to me, show some pity
You touch me in many, many ways
But I'm shy can't you see

I see, can't have you, can't leave you, there 'cause I must sometimes see you
And I don't understand how you can keep me in chains
And every waking hour, I feel you taking power From me and I can't leave
Repeating the scenery over again

Sometimes I'm wondering why you look me and you blink your eye
You can't be acting like my Dana?
I see your beautiful smile and I would like to run away from
Reflections of me in your eyes, oh please

Talk to me, show some pity
You touch me in many, many ways
But I'm shy can't you see,

Oh baby, Talk to me, show some pity
You touch me in many, many ways
But I'm shy can't you, I'm shy can't you, I'm shy can't you see

Chester See - God damn you're beautiful

On the days I can't see your eyes,
I don't even want to, open mine.
On the days I can't see your smile,
Well i'd rather sit, wait the while.
For the days I know you'll be near,
'Cause a day without you, just isn't fair.
See the days I can hear you voice,
I'm left without a choice.

Plus I get weak in the knees,
Fall head over heels baby,
And everyother cheesy cliche`.
Yes I'm sweeped off my feet,
Oh my heart skips a beat.
But theres really only one thing to say.

God damn your beautiful to me,
Your everything, yeah thats beautiful
Yes to me, Ohhh

I can't find the words to explain,
Just how much you got me going insane.
When you speak to me sometimes we fight,
Oh I studder my words i say nevermind.
'Cause even when you just walk by,
Well I look around to seem occuppied.
'Cause i'm trying so hard to hide,
Yeah, All these feelings inside.

Dedicated to; You

When the daylight's gone, and you're on your own
And you need a friend, just to be around
I will comfort you, I will take your hand
And I'll pull you through, I will understand
And you`ll know that...

I'll be at your side
There's no need to worry
Together, we'll survive
Through the haste & hurry
I'll be at your side, if you feel like you're alone
And you've nowhere to turn
I'll be at your side

God damn you're beautiful

I dag har jeg vært helt overlykkelig. Vet ikke hvorfor, bare er det. Jeg har vært i taket. Og Inger har spis sjokoladen min, jaja.

"They tell me love requires a
little standing in line
And I've been waiting for you,
lover, for a long, long time
I've been pacing the floor
I've been watching the door
Meanwhile I'll keep searching for a heart"

Shadow

Your body's warm but you are not
You give a little not a lot
It could be love until we kiss
You're all I want but not like this
I'm watching you disappear but you, you were never here

It's only your shadow, never yourself
It's only your shadow, nobody else
It's only your shadow filling the room
Arriving too late
And leaving too soon (x2)

Your body gives but then pulls back
The sun is bright, the sky is black
Can only be another sign
I cannot keep what isn't mine
You left your love linger on, but you, you were almost gone

It's only your shadow, never yourself
It's only your shadow, nobody else
It's only your shadow filling the room
Arriving too late
And leaving too soon (x2)

How can I tell if you mean what you say?
You say it so loud that you sound far away
Maybe I have just a glimpse of your soul
Or what that your shadow I saw on the wall?
I'm watching you disappear but you, you were never here

It's only your shadow, never yourself
It's only your shadow, nobody else
It's only your shadow filling the room
Arriving too late (No no no)
It's only your shadow
It's only your shadow, nobody else
It's only your shadow
Arriving too late, and leaving too soon
Ooh
It's only your shadow.

I want one moment in time
When I'm more than I thought I could be
When all of my dreams
Are a heart beat away
And the answers are all up to me
Give me one moment in time
When I'm racing with destiny
Then in that one moment of time

I will feel, I will feel eternity

Whitney Houston - One moment in time

Støvsugeren spiste armbandet mitt

Pink - Family Portrait

Momma please stop cryin, I can’t stand the sound
Your pain is painful and its tearin' me down
I hear glasses breakin as I sit up in my bed
I told dad you didn’t mean those nasty things you said

You fight about money, 'bout me and my brother
And this I come home to, this is my shelter
It ain’t easy growin up in World War III
Never knowin what love could be, you’ll see
I don’t want love to destroy me like it has done my family

Can we work it out? Can we be a family?
I promise I’ll be better, Mommy I’ll do anything
Can we work it out? Can we be a family?
I promise I’ll be better, Daddy please don’t leave

Daddy please stop yellin, I can’t stand the sound
Make mama stop cryin, cuz I need you around
My mama she loves you, no matter what she says its true
I know that she hurts you, but remember I love you, too

I ran away today, ran from the noise, ran away
Don’t wanna go back to that place, but don’t have no choice, no way
It ain’t easy growin up in World War III
Never knowin what love could be, well I've seen
I don’t want love to destroy me like it did my family

Can we work it out? Can we be a family?
I promise I’ll be better, Mommy I’ll do anything
Can we work it out? Can we be a family?
I promise I’ll be better, Daddy please don’t
leave

In our family portrait, we look pretty happy
Let’s play pretend, let's act like it comes naturally
I don’t wanna have to split the holidays
I don’t want two addresses
I don’t want a step-brother anyways
And I don’t want my mom to have to change her last name

In our family portrait we look pretty happy
We look pretty normal, let's go back to that
In our family portrait we look pretty happy
Let's play pretend, act like it goes naturally

In our family portrait we look pretty happy
(Can we work it out? Can we be a family?)
We look pretty normal, let's go back to that
(I promise I’ll be better, Mommy I’ll do anything)
In our family portrait we look pretty happy
(Can we work it out? Can we be a family?)
Let's play pretend act and like it comes so naturally
(I promise I’ll be better, Daddy please don't leave)
In our family portrait we look pretty happy
(Can we work it out? Can we be a family?)
We look pretty normal, let's go back to that
(I promise I’ll be better, Daddy please don't leave)

Daddy don’t leave
Daddy don’t leave
Daddy don’t leave
Turn around please
Remember that the night you left you took my
shining star?
Daddy don’t leave
Daddy don’t leave
Daddy don’t leave
Don't leave us here alone

Mom will be nicer
I’ll be so much better, I’ll tell my brother
Oh, I won’t spill the milk at dinner
I’ll be so much better, I’ll do everything right
I’ll be your little girl forever
I’ll go to sleep at night

Slipknot - Snuff

Bury all your secrets in my skin
Come away with innocence
And leave me with my sins
The air around me still feels like a cage
And love is just a camouflage
For what resembles rage again

So if you love me let me go
And run away before I know
My heart is just too dark to care
I cant destroy what isn't there
Deliver me into my fate
If I'm alone I cannot hate
I don't deserve to have you
My smile was taken long ago
If I can change I hope I never know

I still press your letters to my lips
And cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss
I couldn't face a life without your light
But all of that was ripped apart...
When you refused to fight

So save your breath I will not hear
I think I made it very clear
You couldn't hate enough to love
Is that supposed to be enough?
I only wish you weren't my friend
Then I could hurt you in the end
I never claimed to be a Saint
My own was banished long ago
It took the death of hope to let you go

So break yourself against my stones
And spit your pity in my soul
You never needed any help
You sold me out to save yourself
And I wont listen to your shame
You ran away you're all the same
Angels lie to keep control
My love was punished long ago
If you still care, don't ever let me know

If you still care, don't ever let me know...

Pink - So what

Na Na Na Na Na Na Na
Na Na Na Na Na Na
Na Na Na Na Na Na Na
Na Na Na Na Na Na

I guess i just lost my husband
I don't know where he went
So I'm gonna drink my money
I'm not gonna pay his rent (Nope)
I got a brand new attitude
And I'm gonna wear it tonight
I wanna get in trouble
I wanna start a fight

Na Na Na Na Na Na Na
I wanna start a fight
Na Na Na Na Na Na Na
I wanna start a fight

So so what?
I'm still a rock star
I got my rock moves
And I don't need you
And guess what
I'm having more fun
And now that we're done
I'm gonna show you tonight
I'm alright, I'm just fine
And you're a tool
So so what?
I am a rock star
I got my rock moves
And i don't want you tonight

Uh, check my flow, uh

The waiter just took my table
And gave to Jessica Simp - Shit!
I guess I'll go sit with drum boy
At least he'll know how to hit
What if this song's on the radio
Then somebody's gonna die
I'm gonna get in trouble
My ex will start a fight

Na Na Na Na Na Na Na
He's gonna start a fight
Na Na Na Na Na Na Na
We're all gonna get in a fight!

So so what?
I'm still a rock star
I got my rock moves
And I don't need you
And guess what
I'm having more fun
And now that we're done
I'm gonna show you tonight
I'm alright, I'm just fine
And you're a tool
So so what?
I am a rock star
I got my rock moves
And i don't want you tonight

You weren't there
You never were
You want it all
But that's not fair
I gave you life
I gave my all
You weren't there
You let me fall

So so what?
I'm still a rock star
I got my rock moves
And I don't need you
And guess what
I'm having more fun
And now that we're done (we're done)
I'm gonna show you tonight
I'm alright(I'm alright),I'm just fine (I'm just fine)
And you're a tool
So so what?
I am a rock star
I got my rock moves
And i don't want you tonight

No No, No No
I Don't want you tonight
You weren't there
I'm gonna show you tonight
I'm alright, I'm just fine
And you're a tool
So so what?
I am a rock star
I got my rock moves
And i don't want you tonight

pa ra ra ta ta ta

Pink - Heartbreaker

I keep thinkin' bout that little sparkle in your eye
Is it a light from the angels, or your devil deep inside
What about the way you say you love me all the time
Are you liftin' me up to heaven, just to drop me down the line

There's a ring around my finger
But will you change your mind
And you tell me that I'm beautiful
But that could be a lie

Are you a heartbreaker
Maybe you want me for the ride
What if I'm fallin' for a heartbreaker
And everything is just a lie
I won't be leavin' here alive
I won't be leavin' here alive

Temporary happiness is like waiting for the knife
Cause I'm always watchin' for someone to show their darker side
So maybe I'll sit back and just enjoy all this for now
Watch it all play out, see if you really stick around

But there's always this one question
That keeps me up at night
Are you my greatest love
Or disappointment in my life

Are you a heartbreaker
Maybe you want me for the ride
What if I'm fallin' for a heartbreaker
And everything is just a lie
I won't be leaving' here alive
I might as well lay down and die

I'm holding on with both hands and both feets
Promise that you won't pull the rug out from under me

Are you a heartbreaker
Maybe you want me for the ride
I pray god you're not a heartbreaker
This time around I won't survive
Cause if I'm fallin' for a heartbreaker
And everything is just a lie
I won't be leavin' here alive
I might as well lay down and die
I won't be leavin' here alive

Beth Hart - I leave the light on

I seen myself, with a dirty face
I cut my luck, with a dirty ace
I leave the light on
I leave the light on
I went from zero, to minus ten
I drank your wine, then I stole your man
I leave the light on
I leave that light on

Daddy ain't that bad, he just plays rough
I ain't that scarred, when I'm covered up
I leave the light on
Yeah, I leave the light on
Little girl, hiding underneath the bed
Was it something I did? Must be something I said
I leave the light on
I better leave the light on

’Cause I wanna love
And I wanna live
Yeah, I don't know much about it
And I never did - no, no

17, and I'm all messed up inside
I cut myself, just to feel alive
And I leave the light on
And I leave the light on
21 on the run, on the run, on the run
From myself, from myself and everyone
I leave the light on
I better leave the light on

‘Cause I wanna love
And I wanna live
Yea, I don't know much about it
And I never did
I don't know, what to do
Can the damage be undone?
I swore to God, that I'd never be
What I've become

And lucky stars, and fairy tales
I'm gonna bathe myself, in a wishin' well
Pretty scars from cigarettes
I never will forget - I never will forget

I'm still afraid, to be alone
Wish that the moon, would follow me home
I leave the light on
Yeah, I leave that light on

And I ain't that bad, I'm just messed up
I ain't that sad, but I'm sad enough

‘Cause I wanna love
I wanna live
No, I don't know much about it
And I never did
I don't know, what to do
Can the damage be undone?
I swore to God, that I'd never be
What I've become

I leave that light…
I leave that light…
I leave that light on

God bless the child, with the dirty face
Who cuts her luck, with a dirty ace
She leaves the light on
I leave that light on

Lesley Roy - Unbeautiful

Don't hang up, can't we talk
So confused it's like I'm lost
What went wrong, what made you go
Don't pretend you don't know
This is me I'm unchangable

When did we fall apart
Or did you lie from the start
When you said, it's only you
I was blind, such a fool
Thinking we were unbreakable

[chorus]
It was you and me, against the world
And you promised me forever more
Was it something that I said
Was it something that I did
Cause I gotta know what made me unbeautiful

[verse 2]
I've been told what's done is done
To let it go and carry on
Deep inside I know that's true
I'm stuck in time, stuck on you
We were still untouchable

[chorus]

[bridge]
Wake up, wake up, wake up, wake up
Cause I'm only dreaming
Get out, get out, get out, get out
Get out of my head now
Because we're much better altogether

[chorus] x2
... made me unbeautiful

Lifehouse - Broken

The broken clock is a comfort, it helps me sleep tonight
Maybe it can stop tomorrow from stealing all my time
I am here still waiting though I still have my doubts
I am damaged at best, like you've already figured out

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain there is healing
In your name I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on
I'm barely holdin' on to you

The broken locks were a warning you got inside my head
I tried my best to be guarded, I'm an open book instead
I still see your reflection inside of my eyes
That are looking for a purpose, they're still looking for life

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
with a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain is there healing
In your name I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on, (I'm still holding) I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on (I'm still holding)
I'm barely holdin' on to you

I'm hangin' on another day
Just to see what you will throw my way
And I'm hanging on to the words you say
You said that I will, I'll be ok

The broken lights on the freeway left me here alone
I may have lost my way now, haven't forgotten my way home

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
with a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain there is healing
In your name I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on
I'm barely holdin' on to you


NYDELIG!

The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus - face down

Hey girl you know you drive me crazy
One look puts the rhythm in my head
Still I'll never understand why you hang around
I see what's going down

Cover up with make up in the mirror
Tell yourself it's never gonna happen again
You cry alone and then he swears he loves you

Do you feel like a man
When you push her around
Do you feel better now
As she falls to the ground
Well I'll tell you my friend
One day this world's going to end
As your lies crumble down
A new life she has found

Secondhand serenade - your call

Waiting for your call I'm sick, call I'm angry, call I'm desperate for your voice
Listening to the song we used to sing in the car, do you remember
Butterfly, early summer, it's playing on repeat just like when we would meet
like when we would meet

I was born
to tell you I love you
and I am torn
to do what I have to
To make you mine stay with me tonight

Stripped and polished, I am new, I am fresh
I am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to flesh
Cause every breath that you will take when you are sitting next to me
Will bring life into my deepest hopes, what’s your fantasy
what’s your, what’s your

I was born
to tell you I love you
and I am torn
to do what I have to
To make you mine stay with me tonight